Flat tires and a new kind of list

I've regrouped after a few hours of tears and have made a new plan.  Hopefully I'll make it past three days on this one.  I'm going to make a list of the things I get done instead of what needs to get done.  I like making this list long, it doesn't depress me like the to do list did.  Now I can look at a list of my accomplishments for the day and it's far more rewarding.  

Like today, I bypassed a major catastrophe of almost missing work from a flat tire.  Got to work only 30 minutes late.  Cleaned two houses.  Rotated laundry.  Took Puff outside for some sunshine.  Waters 1/4 of the yard, am currently posting a blog, and it's only 2:30.   I much prefer reading that to what needs to be done.  

I am still trying to hold on to the idea that things will change, that God has a plan, and I'm going to hold off on looking at the future until I get my feet on more solid ground.    When looking at my savings account doesn't make me cry, I'll start planning.  Till then, lala land is a great place to be.  And no, I'm not going to even think about the fact that I still have to buy two more tires for the car.